this is so confusing, but i'm so happy.

   this already been a years since i stopped this blogging thingy. guys, i totally lost an ideas and interest over blogging like one hundred percent no more. so, whats makes me come back here and writing? simple. boredom.

   also, i changed template yet still nothing in my head seems nice, so i will just let my blog this way and whoever come across to this post please gtfo fast. {fck me i'm fucked up} d0NT JUDGE ME

what's happen to my 2018 life?

   not much, tbh. this year could be a year that i wanna make alot of changes for my life. i don't wanna be the same person, azam baru every year but completely failure in the middle of January {oh shits suck} or even being an idiot for so long and stay in comfort zone like i wanna blossom and let all my true colours out bih? i wanna gl0w

   it's already in the middle of february, almost. most changing still in progress, i'm aiming for flawless skin and lose weight. (weh sumpah macam perempuan bodo) kesah apa aku?! i'm doing good so whatever you're saying bih i'm still gonna finish what i already started and this times, nekad is the best word to describe how i'm feeling today. i wanna make huge different for my life in 2018 and i'm gonna kill it!

   what else?

   so since nobody ever read this fuckin post so i'm gonna make my blog as my journey and at the end of 2018, i'll make sure i achieve my goal for sure!